Up and Out, PLEASE

20 Jul

I’m not okay. I didn’t eat today. I didn’t take a bath. I didn’t do work. I just stayed in bed, and did a lot of thinking.

I over thinked. I over thinked about how I have too many thoughts, and that no one listens.

I know writing helps, but somehow today, I wanted another breathing soul to hear me out. I tried reaching out to her. I was just told I complicate things, that I should sleep, and try to calm down.

I realized opening up to her won’t work, so I had to force myself to write this.

I’m not really okay, and I don’t know why. Hormones, that’s what I always blame when I don’t know why I’m down.

I need an upper. I need someone to pull me up, and out of this.

Fast.

Please.

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