Self Talk

23 Sep

And she’s out again?

Yup, and it’s so hard.

Why do you even care?

Because I love her.

Even if you know it’s out of delusion and not reciprocity?

You love because you feel, not because you expect something in return.

It’s not familial. It’s not platonic. It’s something romantic, it can’t go one-way forever.

What if I can?

Oh yes you can. But will you be happy?

Yes, I will be.. eventually, because one day she will come around.

And you believe that?

That’s the only hope I have.

For what?

…To get me going.

Oh, God bless you.

Dear God, I’ll be okay. But do bless her for me.

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